10/25/2026
Don’t you just fu***ng hate it when weird little coincidences keep escalating until suddenly you realize… oh. These things might all be connected.
No? Oh, sorry. Welcome to my hell. 👋😂
For about 10 years, I’ve had a very specific set of recurring images, symbols, and intuitive “knowings” that often make no sense until years later, when I stumble across the actual thing and go: WAIT. THAT’S REAL?!
One of those was a fractal I didn’t know had a name. Years later, I discovered the Mandelbrot set and immediately recognized it. For the record, I fu***ng hate math. 😂
That sent me down a path of exploring whether what I had been experiencing connected to recursion, consciousness, dimensions, and how something nonphysical or potential becomes physical in this dimension.
Then I learned about the Mandelbulb, a 3D fractal analogue inspired by the Mandelbrot, and went:
OH FOR F**K’S SAKE. 🤯
Because it showed me that this kind of recursive structure could actually be expressed in 3D, which was exactly the territory I’d been exploring.
The theory I keep circling is basically:
Reality recursively incarnates possibility into form, and each expression expands what reality can become next.
So apparently I’m developing a cosmological theory based on a decade of unexplained patterns and a branch of mathematics I actively despise.
Very cool. Very normal. Love this for me. 😂
Anyone else pondering such theories?! Cuz I’d love to exchange notes, lol.
Anyway, keep creating, & especially create what doesn’t make sense, cuz I’m pretty sure it’s the whole point of existence… ✌️🥰🙃 The meaning will catch up to you later. Then you’ll create from what you learned, and the whole thing starts folding back into itself again. That’s the recursive bit, lmao. It literally never…. Ends…. ☠️🧬 Ahhhhh…