31/12/2021
There's only a couple of minutes left in 2021 here in Ireland. Have the last 2 years been good for me? In the grand scale of things, no.
What you see here is the longest commission I've ever done. I got it back in May 2020; unfortunately this was also right around the time the creative part of my brain started to careen off a cliff. For around 8 months I didn't draw anything. I felt so guilty. I explained where I was at to my commissioner, Clint, and he was incredibly understanding. He loved the posts I had up on my social media accounts and believed in me. I figured I'd be sorted after Xmas 2020 and would scramble back up off the cliff I'd gone off. No. More time passes. Clint, was once again so cool about it. So when things started to settle down for me, to make it up to him for the length of time this was all taking, I offered to do ALL of the initial sketches of Katie I'd sent on at the start. (An over-correction? Possibly) I threw in a portrait of him, and one of him and Katie too as a bonus.
So that's what you see here. I managed to get them all finished and sent on to him on Christmas Eve. He was delighted with the results. I can't thank him enough for having so much patience with me.
I've had a rough year. Many creative industry people have. Thoughts and prayers for creative people struggling throughout this pandemic don't go very far for those who's finances revolve around events, grifting, getting commissions, attending markets etc. I'm fortunate enough to have a day job as a graphic designer so having people commission me on the side is a bonus. For those same people to be really understanding of my mental predicament was & is very much appreciated. Of all the commissions I've had on over the last 2 years, Clint gets the gold 🌟
Things have started to pick up. I started learning about Stoicism. I started to draw again, did a pattern drafting course, went back to the gym, became a soup making genius!
So that's it. Goodnight 2021, good morning 2022. My only resolution is to consistently stay on the grind creatively and mentally going forward. Wishing you a safe and prosperous 2022!