08/22/2024
It really breaks my heart.
I have always have said that "without a hosting venue, there is no school."
Pastry Codex has been something that I built as an idea, somehow always knowing that I would wind up ultimately teaching. Throughout these last three years, starting out from a ghost kitchen in Gaithersburg, landing at Mrs. Peacock's lounge in the 4 th quarter of 2020, to working at an Incubator Kitchen in Rockville, unsuccessfully partnering with a coffee shop in Silver Spring, to for a little over this last year working out of a bakery in Alexandria,.all I can say it hasn't been easy.
The economy definitely has had a bearing on guest attendance it makes me wonder if I am having difficulty filling slots and seats with bookings, how are they doing? Pastry Codex and taking a class with me has always been a luxury experience, it's not something you have to do, it's something you want to do as a part of personal enrichment and self development.
With everything being as expensive as it is, food, fuel, rents, people are undoubtedly stretched.
Words can't express how gratifying it was for me to have taught hundreds of classes and patrons over these last few years. The look of joy, and satisfaction of people having made things such as Macarons, Croissants, decorating their own blush cake, coming out beautifully really was a positive projection of a personal sense of optimism, and an upbeat intrinsic quality to genuinely loving to teach and help others raise their A game.
This last venue at the bakery has been one of the most challenging that I have worked at and for in a production capacity over the last 3 years. Without having to go into a lot of details, there were demands that personally compromised the quality of my life impossed on me from management at the establishment.
I consider myself to be very well organized, conditioned over the years to have to be so. It's been my reputation and very ability to work that generated that type of work ethic, when something interferes with my ability to do my job, complicates an ordering process from a purveyor, or some how if there is a sentiment of dissatisfaction with production I am forced to re-evaluate matters.